Entwined Spirits - An Olde Tale

Beating on an old drum a man created a song that stirred hearts and lifted spirits.  Day after day he would play to the masses and they would swoon to his magical sound. Soon a young lad sat beside him and copied his sound and it reminded him of the tiny lad he once knew...so he taught him a chord or two.  The young lad and old man played and played and surprising to the elder the young lad stayed 

Their music was rich with laughter and hope and here and there the young lad spoke.  His words were of old, strong and yet bold but the elder knew not of these stories he told.  The old man paused and stared then gave a slight glare wanting to know from which direction he bared.  The lad replied "Here and there without worry nor care but you are the first to quench my thirst.  To sit in the sun has been joyous and fun but your lessons and care and words that you share is why I no longer wander from here nor there".

Together they laughed and loved on life, bending their fate, increasing their sight; about lessons of old through stories they told whiles masses created but never abated.  To their humbling surprise they both grew quite wise all while strumming a song on an elders old drum.  As looking down a mountain of gold, the elder looked at the young lads soul.  All this was due cause a young lad knew that the questions of life could be starry and bright

The moral becomes we wish and we strum

Tho each day we strive we increase our lives

Cause in each lesson we share we demonstrate care 

And life can only get better

LOOK UP

To transition from one plane to the next is not an accidental spiritual gesture

It is a purposeful action when our celestial and spiritual being agrees with the human outer shell

Do not limit the intense desire of spiritual mobility.  It is awaiting your company and wants you as a navigator to move from one point to its relation

All who have escaped have looked up

All who have understood has looked up

All who has smiled has looked up

All who has felt the shift has looked up

To LOOK UP is to look within at the energy which is of all things.  This energy is bountiful and is ever present

We are a compass constantly pointing in the direction of our choices.  Those choices create the path our compass guides us on

All you are is what you are.  All you can be is everything...in a word..Limitless

Do not wait for a sign...you are your own 

Do not wait for understanding...it is within

Do not just ask...for it is already yours

Instead, wake up and hug yourself and pour a tall glass of happiness and love then drink it until you are full of life

You can never become lost cause when in doubt...LOOK UP

You will embrace change because you decided to...LOOK UP

You will not judge or be negative because you chose to ...LOOK UP

Looking up is a profound action that creates a shift unmistakable in nature.  This shift is always at arms length if you believe in limitations.  Limitlessness is necessary and is commanded by belief and desire

When walking through the cascades of life and views become obstructed remember to LOOK UP and reset your path

Allow yourself to wonder, wander, wonder and wander.  In doing so, you will have come full circle or not if you do not believe in that shaped construct since energy is subjective, a shape will never contain it

Just as you are in human form, know that your energy is only relative to the circle it's housed in but in reality it is not

LOOK UP for love.  LOOK UP for light.  LOOK UP for awareness.  LOOK UP for insight

We are of one free flowing energy being observed through eyes that see as they are taught.  One set sees the same energy differently depending on the lens

LOOK UP. Looking down will cause an emotion contrary to your purpose. LOOK UP. Looking left will cause an unnatural twist to your experience.  LOOK UP.  Looking right will confuse the spiritual navigation preset on a path towards our internal consciousness

Be amazed at your direction, your compass, your path and all the curves on your journey

Breath and understand.  Let go and have it all.  Be still and allow life to flow without trying to steer the course

Become effortless motion.  Appreciate each sensation from an internal vantage point.  Know you are present

Above all, LOOK UP and receive what is yours already.  LOOK UP and see love.  LOOK UP and reflect from within

LOOK UP. Spirituality. LOOK UP. Awareness. LOOK UP. Positive energy

Biology 101 (Male Perspective)

I couldn't imagine my butthole being wet all day dispensing a seemingly unnatural fluid

Couldn't imagine gaping my butthole, stretching it to it's limits realizing I still haven't reached maximum capacity

Don't even want to imagine someone else having to poke and prod around in that dark abyss

I can't imagine my butthole being constantly penetrated while whispering words of comfort clouding my judgement

For these reasons I pledge to always uplift and sustain the beauty which is woman

To endure a mix of pleasure and pain, embarrassment and purpose constitutes a national holiday

To bring forth life or to simply nurture a man's need for internal satisfaction makes me appreciate her beauty

Each one is similar in design but just like a snowflake, no two are identical to view and varying tastes range just the same

Standing tall through it all, walking in dignity and grace not giving away the secret that her outer appearance may not mirror her internal workings is more of a balancing act than the tight rope walker

She is sublime, She is utopia realized, She is the alpha and omega

To endure is a must because as a woman she has no choice.   Based on biology she must bear the burden to create, nurture, raise and uplift

God must look down from the heavens in awe at this specimen knowing this is the best of the best

Through it all I would never trade places because I'd rather have a penis which means I can watch the game and be free of such responsibilities

I love and appreciate her but don't want my holes penetrated nor examined by that random stranger pledging allegiance then requesting my insurance card

I will always support you woman but never ask to trade places because I can't imagine my butthole being wet all day

Note:  The term butthole in this poem is the male reflecting upon the females vagina if you didn't understand it. Now, go back and reread the piece with this new found knowledge!!

Feeling 15 (young eyes)

Today I'm 15: Remembering times when life was appreciated for its simplicity and stillness 

Today I'm 15: Remembering that I don't know everything I thought I knew

Today I'm 15: Unknowing how to spell jaded or persecuted

Today I'm 15: Unknowing of heartache associated with blissful love

Today I'm 15: Living in the here and now. Only looking at the flowers and fields in my present and not my past

Today I'm 15: Living in a world filled with only love and innocence

Today I'm 15: Wanting to stay here forever not wanting this day to change

Today I'm 15: Picking knowledge from every tree that I can grab fruit from

Today I'm 15: Curious and naive and wanting of life's adventures

Today I'm 15: In an old man's body awaking without regret

Today I'm 15: Looking back on past years with a smile
 
Today I'm 15

Rambling

Li Heap should be heaping lie cause their supposed to assist but I feel the need to damn near cry..Seems like I've been here before but don't want to roll this dice on my present or future.  My future is just that...mine. I will lay my dominoes so they don't fall instead they stand erect so I can count them all 

I follow the bread crumb trails of Buddha and Jesus and Gates and Winfrey and Obama and Jobs - allowing my hunger to devour the lessons dropped at my feet 

What do you want? Will you ride someone else's drugged white horse of discourse or row your own boat and stay afloat? 

Don't boo me or shoo me because my beliefs are evolving. Instead put on your own lab coat and mix a new concoction 

My black feet aren't this color from dirt and debris. Their this way because I am saturated in black gold which has created soulful riches inside but I could go for more Texas T cause I'm tired of counting change 

I kiss your forehead cause your lips are condemning. Although plush and bright they continually make me feel low and slight. Are you tired of counting change... counting change...counting change? 

Well I love that my change counts. Change counts...change counts. Make sure to look past the monetary value of that statement because there's high yielding interest to be considered 

Sitting in the dark I hear a dog bark... Sitting in the dark I hear a dog bark... Sitting in the dark I hear a dog bark. To my surprise all he wanted was some change.  A change of venue and climate and it reminded me of my own circumstance so I opened my door and threw him a bone

Next thing I hear is KNOCK... KNOCK... KNOCK... 

I crept on the floor and opened the door to find a note then the dog spoke. "Motherfucker, I don't need a bone, open up the door and give me a home"... so I did 

I then smiled and as he passed by a tear touched my eye and I wondered why.  The answer is simply...under God's loving hand we're all in demand from the Wall Street broker to the marijuana choker and I just paid it forward

Stay strong

Such greatness I see staring back at me...kind of like that fairytale...mirror, mirror on the wall

A fallen angel only stays dirty if he continues to lie back and allow the earth to become his new address; otherwise he resides in a penthouse on top of the world rent free

Nothing like a sunny day to change a gloomy forecast especially when life has flooded and you're drinking the very thing that is supposed to keep you alive

When in doubt just reach out and watch what He does.  He has promised you everything and has given you dominion.  Just like that time you didn't know how to heal the heartache but He kept it pumping strong

Remember to smile like you've already won the lotto.  Rejoice like you have already made it to the mountaintop

Don't slide through life like the lowly slime beneath that slow ass slug...get up, get out and get something. Say to yourself...I refuse to be abused like the motherfucking fool in the house of someone else's rules

Climb out of that hole or dig it deeper then cover it up ensuring to put that stone on top and await your beautiful eulogy

As for me...I'm standing strong, living long, pockets fat and smoking out my brand new bong...peace

A Tribute to Angel

She is by design an angel soaring high above like the euphoric feeling love gives a mother staring in wonderment at her newborn child 

To lose her is not an option as she is my rib and God's treasure bestowed to me for safekeeping.  I peer into my heart and cherish her soul whenever she is not nearby

Angel, know this...I love you endlessly just as a waterfall pours itself into the depths below..continuously flowing and never ending

To know God is to know life.  To know life is to know oneself.  To know oneself is to appreciate all that is pure and of love.  To know all of these things is to know my Angel

Life is a journey that has twists and curves but is full of light and passion.  To share this life with my special Angel is what I was created for.  To serve her is what I long for.  She is my Queen and I her King

The quiet strength she exudes is only matched by the compassionate heart which her love fills

No distance, time or challenge will deter our union nor stagnate our love because God is the common denominator and He sees fit to allow this union to be.  As the elders have said, "A divided house shall not stand" so it's a good thing there is no division capable of creating a poorly built home where we share our love

Rivers flow, oceans roar, streams glide and lakes settle but none so effortlessly as my Angel and I.  We are a majestic example of life, love and spirituality

She first appeared as a beautiful dream then as a realization of what I have yearned for and what others have searched an eternity for but have never found.  She is my Angel and with her by my side I fear nothing

Come walk through the Garden with me and create new life that will continue our legacy.  Looking at you I see my future and what I see is such a terrific and wonderful light...it's blinding

Tell me, who owns you?  Tell me who satisfies you? Tell me who quenches your thirst and dulls your hunger?  Tell me who loves you? Tell me who protects and serves you?

I end this by saying Nakupenda Sana Angel....forever

Positive Thoughts = Success

It is a fact that the world we live in is not perfect but then again that phrase alone is relative to your thoughts and how you respond to external stimuli.   Regardless of who you are, there will be hurdles, challenges and situations that will arise which will force you to decide which path you should take…that’s where positive thinking comes into play.  How many times have you asked yourself “Why is this happening to me” or some similar phrase?  The answer is simply because you are where you are supposed to be at this moment due to your thoughts and choices.  Every moment is a lesson to learn from or as I say “Every opportunity is an opportunity”.

Thinking positive on a subconscious level begins with changing one’s belief about the particular situation they are undergoing.  It may be that your job is not what you want it to be or your car isn’t the model you prefer or your mate needs a little tweaking in certain areas.  Whatever it is, there is an underlying belief there that needs to be addressed and changed.  When you begin to think more positively, your outlook and the dynamics of your life will change.  This is also known as the Law of Attraction and is very useful in creating the life you desire.  We all are creators.  By this I mean that any and everything we desire can be attained through our thoughts which will lead to the necessary action that will give us our desired outcome.  We must remember that by thinking more positive, we become receptors of light, positive energy and ultimately success

Recently, I began meditating with my 4 year old daughter every morning when we awoke before starting our day.  My daughter is very much like her dad; loving, sincere, helpful, compassionate and positive BUT when her buttons are pushed to an extreme limit, her reaction may not be the best.  So, along with prayer we meditate and think positive thoughts every morning.  The outcome has been nothing short of fascinating.  She understands why meditating is important because she sees the results.  When she notices herself getting frustrated, she will literally stop what she is doing, take a deep breath and focus on her positive thoughts.  The first time I saw this I was amazed because I had not told her to do it instead she did it herself.   I then told a friend who has a very rambunctious 5 year old and she started meditating every morning also and she saw the same results.  It is amazing how our positive thoughts influence everything in our scope

In closing, positive thinking can improve or rid us of disease, stress, confusion and many other more specific things in our lives.  For those interested in the process I’ve shown my daughter here it is.  Remember, I am not a physician nor do I make any claims or guarantee any results.  I am just a positive person, concerned parent and creator of a positive and balanced life

Step 1: Sit with legs crossed (if you can) facing a window that has lots of light

Step 2: Look at God’s creations (sky, light, trees, birds etc..) and sincerely say “Thank you for my life”

Step 3: Take a deep breath then close your eyes

Step 4: Relax your body and try not to think. Think positive thoughts if you can’t clear your mind

This exercise only takes 2 min each morning until you feel you can increase the time.  It is meant to calm the mind and body while nurturing the spirit. Remember, as much as possible….THINK POSITIVE!!!!!!

Life's Questions

Have you ever gotten out of bed dreading that this day will be like yesterday and the day before that and the day before that?

Do you look into the mirror and wonder who would want to love you? 

Ever just stop and think about all the stupid things you've done that got you to this unfortunate place and time?

Ever wake up and realize you drank too much or partied too hard and you have no idea how or why your clothes are not all on?

Ever misplace something so important that you look in the refrigerator for it?

When you are on the toilet, do you ever get disgusted and upset if water splashes on you?

Do you have an ex that just doesn't want to go away?

Are you wishing for more but procrastinating to reach your goals?

Have you ever not had enough money for food?

Has it been to the point you have to choose between rent/bills and your child's needs?

Have you wanted to quit something because it's too hard and you feel incapable to complete it?

Have you ever cried until your eyes were too swollen to see straight?

When is the last time you argued with someone only to realize you were in the wrong?

How does it make you feel to never be enough for someone?

Do you ever watch a movie alone and cry but try and hold back the tears cause it seems silly?

Do you ever catch yourself judging everyone that comes in your line of sight?

Have you ever realized you forgot to put on deodorant but you're already where you need to be?

Have you ever known the precise moment you had to deal with the thought of having a baby?

Have you ever wanted that perfect life but felt you would never get it?

Don't you want to just get lost from everyone and everything without leaving forwarding info?

***At some point in our lives, we all have asked ourselves some if not all of these questions.  Remember that you are the creator of your existence and each question can be answered and changed to mirror what your true desires are.  Live this life bold and strong and unforgiving in your pursuit of positive happiness.  Love yourself.  Like yourself. Let yourself....be happy.

Spiritual Warfare

War all around but never shall I fear
Why you ask? Cause He is always near

I strategize to lead me to prosperity
Casting out demons cause they can't step close to me

Got my armor tight with my sword lifted and ready to fight
Blinded for a moment but fear is no where in sight

Surrounded on all sides comes the cloaks and the daggers
Blood, sweat and tears but I stood my ground and did not stagger

cause......


I'm fighting till the end
Rippin and flexin cause I have to win
The battles on and failures not an option
Who am I you ask...Gods Almighty weapon


They're coming close and it's only me alive
Ducking and dodging with time fleeting and passing by

Outnumbered but failure is never a thought
When times are hard is when my God's grace is sought

Standing victorious with no damage done
They'll come again but I'll make their asses run

cause......


I'm fighting till the end
Rippin and flexin cause I have to win
The battles on and failures not an option
Who am I you ask...Gods Almighty weapon


Let this be a testament to His will and grace
Spiritual warfare is real but triumph is all I taste

Protected and shielded by the spirit realm high above
Thank you God for all of your strength and love

cause.....


I'm fighting till the end
Rippin and flexin cause I have to win
The battles on and failures not an option
Who am I you ask...Gods Almighty weapon

Between Us

To Him

Your love is what I was created for; it crept into my heart without notice and caused a stir deep within.

I have never known this before; what is this thing you have given me?

Is it a fantasy from my childhood filled with brilliant imaginations?  Is it the momentous occasion planned for me by the universe full of intent and expectation? 

To understand this feeling is like trying to unravel all my emotions at once during those times when you held me close and kissed me softly.

This dream of you is my blessing and I give you complete control of my heart as you have proven yourself just and able to maintain this precious gift of mine.

Call it a fantasy, call it sublime, call it incredible, call it insatiable, call it anything, just never take it away for this is what love is supposed to be. 

All those times I wondered, hoped and prayed for.... you.  I never really thought it was possible to have someone so incredible like....you.

This day is locked away for safekeeping and I will never allow anyone to turn the lock or open my safe because this what I possess is all for you and only you.

Just the thought of you makes my eyes turn to waterfalls and my heart beat uncontrollably because you are  God's gift to me and I will uplift, uphold and love you for all time because you are .....MY KING.

  
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                                                          To Her

To love you is to be whole and complete.  This creation that I have become is all due to your nurturing spirit and for that you will never want, desire or need for anything.

I will be your light if life becomes dark, your sun when there are clouds, your compass whenever you feel lost and your strength if you begin to feel weak.

My purpose is to create a life for you that is unmatched or unparalleled.  I stand in awe of the elegance you personify and am aware no other comes close.

Just to stand and hold you gives me the opportunity to see what it really means to have it all.  You are intoxicating and to breath you in gives me life and for that, I thank you.

My love is not jealous nor selfish because I am in love with you and I will always place you in the forefront and make you accessible to all of life's goodness.  

My eyes shall never wander, my mind shall not falter and I will never lose sight of how important you are to me because this is awe inspiring to me.

You are an essential part of my life.  You are my rib.  My lobster.  My past.  My present and my future.

I will love, honor and respect you for all the days of my life and I will never forsake you because I am committed to you...MY QUEEN.

True Friends

Lie your burdens unto my soul and I shall ensure the safekeeping of them one by one.  Weep when needed and I promise to be the reservoir that provides strength as the current steadily flows.

When your heart aches and you are devoid of all hope, I will show proof of Providence.  Your journey towards Utopia shall not be made alone for I will allow you to lean on me for reassurance.

Allow me to create a milieu of happiness so we can both understand our efforts are not futile.  Allow me close to you as a means of conquering your unregistered fear and doubt.

Believe in tomorrow since yesterday was torturous and out of alignment with the symphonic parallel which has now become adversarial.  As the great one once said, "We Shall Overcome".

My friend, to look at the longing in your eyes and the silenced breath from your lips, prompts my immediate reaction.  You are never lost although you may not see a clear path....just know I am your compass guiding you towards true bliss and your eventual destination.

To wrestle with your circumstance takes a bravado unmatched by most and to admit your weakness takes monumental strength.  During these times when all seems to fail your immediate action, rest knowing that my diligence to see you through these obstacles is paramount

True friends are like finding gold, more valuable than all else but just as rare.  Once attained, do everything to preserve it due to the irreplaceable value they present
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Listen close:

Life is great but understand what it means to have a true friend
One that allows you to be yourself remaining there and will never bend

Our delicate balance of appreciation and love
has no bounds like a pure white dove

No matter the road or journey we choose
I will never forsake you or become obtuse

Uplifting your spirits and making you smile
Although simple things; in my heart they are filed

Whether a laugh, a cry or boisterous rant
Staying your friend is what you must grant

Many can't say they have such a friend
Me, like you will be here till the end
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Realize this my dear friend, the decisions we make from day to day shape our lives
So remember to stay true to your heart and allow it to guide you

A defining moment must be met with sincerity and preparation therefore ensuring success
My hope for you is that you realize that moment as it presents itself and capitalize on it

As I sit here pondering what else I should say, remember I love you..so I end this to pray

First Ever Cash Mob - Grand Forks ND

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How to Guide for: Being Happy

Decisions are so easy to make.  It is the result that disallows the action from being taken.  Make the decision.  We all want the same euphoric feeling, it's just some are more willing to navigate life's course in an attempt to obtain their desired outcome

In some cases, if it weren't for the consideration of others, we would blindly fulfill our own desires and never resist owning true bliss

Nothing rings more true than to acknowledge what we truly want for ourselves or our lives.  Happiness is not guaranteed it is attained through a desirable thought followed by conscious action.  Live life as if you are creating a beautiful harmony... one note at a time

                 
Awake in peace and walk through the day in awe at the decisions you have made which led you to this moment.   If the vibration you feel is in alignment with the feeling you want for your life then you have made the correct choice.  Your heart will tell you all you need to know; all there is to do now is to follow it.  Know that in being happy there must be absolute truth, good intent and  a desire to create a better existence 

                                                                                 
                                                                               Live a Happy Life!!!                             



Take care not to totally disarm another from their happiness trying to obtain your own but realize in that moment of defining realization, you will be happy and it is up to everyone else to achieve the same by their own design.  I, for one, have come to realize that I want happiness and will do what it takes to achieve it because if I am not happy, those around me will ultimately suffer the same fate.

Destiny

Ever wonder what's your purpose or if there is actually one designed specifically for you?  Ever relinquish control to the great design to which all infrastructure's foundations rests upon?  

To awaken with an eye in the present and one lost in that blank unknown space lends to a unique question.....what is the meaning of.....?

A conscious spirit is directed toward an opportunistic set of events that can set the wheels in motion to not only create questions but to define them.  Our lives are created to begin and end with a life cycle which may not be understood but the chase is ever so important.

All of life is explained yet unexplained through variations of epiphany's, deja vu's, secrets, quandary's and phenomena to which we do our very best to isolate, package and box them up nicely so they are better understood.

The greatest service to do for oneself is to serve others and in doing so your divine purpose will become more evident.  We all want to be rich but most are unsure how to categorize such a powerful word 

Is there such a realization as destiny? That belief would only mean the absolute loss of control and that is a steep cliff which most fall off of.  In order to reach utopia, control must become that thing spoken of in song..."I got 99 problems but control ain't one"....if you can understand that

Just as there is a head and tail, good and evil or even dark and light, so must it be understood that destiny is relative to the decision made or ones already made from one day to the next.  

Whether to believe or not to believe is not the question.  The real question is and will always remain: what will you do to create the destiny or fate by which you want your purpose defined

If you are religious do not just rely on the phrase "I'll just give it to the Lord".  If you're pessimistic, do not rely on the world to control your next move readying yourself to shoot the arrow of blame.  If you're scientific, do not look only for contradictions to the unexplained based on your idea of rationality.  Regardless of what your stance is concerning life or the thought process behind it, realize that there must be action behind every thought brought forth and nothing will ever just appear unless acted upon.  Even the Law of Least Effort requires some form of action.....

Destiny is a curved road that does not give way to see its ending although it provides enough to keep you traveling.  Destiny is the fruit of labor sewn by committed action in whatever direction chosen.  Destiny can be your best friend or your worst enemy and for each of us, we must understand the truth of our intent if we are to understand where we are in relation to it

Life's Journey

Walking and waiting for something new and unknown.  Walking tall and not giving way to strong winds and headstorms that previously toppled me over

Maintaining the smile intended and the spirit renewed is noticed upon my frame and i must say it is a joyous occasion.   I knew the day would come, just had to weather the storm

In compliance to the Law of Attraction, I breath new life into existence and readily embrace the love I deserve from a life once not realized

Desire is only good if coupled with faith and determination for without that trinity the end result may not be as a glorious

Sing me a song that reminds me of times before now when all seemed effortless and ownership of good things seemed more possible.  Regardless of the circumstance, I will not claim struggle but I will relish it until I bear the fruit that is mine

I now go through life with my spiritual checklist intact and know I have not forgotten anything for my long awaited travel

I depart the old me and sit inside my spiritual vehicle happily awaiting my destination which awaits me; where all of life is an abundance of greatness

Dear Lord Jesus, I am yours and I am ready.  I have prepared and I shall not fail. You are my Savior and I give you the glory. Thank you for what you have brought me through because it has enabled me to arrive where I am now

All things in nature are of you and therefore must be calculated and kept close ensuring the seeds of love are spread throughout.  I no longer have to envision myself as something or someone else because you have opened my eyes to the truth of life

No more facades, no more worries, no more of life's "wants" because all I have is within me and has always been....just was to blind to see

Acceptance was the first step from an unrealized life which has now become realized

I step daily into the footprints you have laid in my path and know they are leading me in the direction you shall have me go.  If we all followed that path I just imagine where we would all be.  We would all arrive to the same point in time where life would be just that...L.I.F.E. otherwise known as Love Is Fruitful & Everlasting

Change as man knows it, is the only constant and I am ready for that change to become internal and exude into the cosmos where stillness has become my guide and purposeful action the result of it

I know now where I am headed and all signs point directly to you so keep a weather eye on the horizon because I am coming and will not stop until I have arrived...complete and whole

God's gifts

After such long strides taken in this life I look back on the journey in awe and think lovely thoughts

Each stride has brought me one step closer to the point in time my origination has ultimately saved a place for me

Neither dark nor stormy days and nights have disillusioned me from the fact God's grace is in abundance and that remaining thought is all I need to persevere 

The elevation of each mental cell is not only a constant upgrade by Him but it is also a remembrance of the glory bestowed upon me

To share in His glory with the rib divinely chosen is my purpose and her arrival is evident.  It is evident in my speech, in every created thought and in all reenactments of love displayed 

God has uplifted and proclaimed my presence significant in His plans to spread the Word throughout the masses of which I solemnly accept and embrace

Being a babe in the glory of Christ is a wonderful thing because it lends to the opportunity of un-blanketed eyes and a clear mind of which to fill with genuine thoughts of love, renewed faith and prosperity

The help mate chosen by Him is a wonderful soul straight from the motherland where we all derive.  That fact makes the union more pronounced, strong and loving as witnessed through her charity, fellowship and dedication to God's word

Being now three decades and seven years, wisdom has been introduced in a manner that allows previous years to become erased and replaced with a rejuvenation and unyielding desire deep within to follow the Spirit where it will have me go

I long for the day of reckoning when I shall unite with my rib and be elevated within our celestial bodies to exemplify the intended pre-determined purpose.

Thank you God for renewed clarity, new vision, sense of purpose and the "one" that is truly intended to walk by my side through this journey under your guidance

Creating Futures for our Youth

Inspiration

This is Dwyane Bryant: International Motivational Speaker and yes I am privileged to say he is my cousin carrying on the legacy of excellence we as a people should hold dear.

Life Lessons

Motivating our Youth

Thank You

I felt truly blessed during the time of my sister's passing to have the support God has blessed me with in the form of family, friends, co-workers and online support.  I have tried my best to reach out to everyone and express my gratitude but if I have missed anyone it was not on purpose.

Thank you again for all the support and I will now continue my plight in providing writing that will hopefully touch all those who make the journey to my blog..

 

During the next several weeks please look for new entries filled with motivation, inspiration, love, support, humor, controversy and maybe even a little sexual appeal. 

My Sister's Love

She was the one by my side from the start who understood and never questioned

The one who made me feel loved and cherished and protected

The one who fought for me, guided me, instructed me and taught me

The soul that provided shelter for my doubt and fear 

The mirrored image of goodness in a world unfamiliar to me as a youth unknowing

A love that allowed me to once feel safe and guarded when I was alone

And now as I write these words through foggy eyes and a torn heart

I yearn once again for those playground days when we ran and smiled

The days when time stood still for us because life was our playground and everything in it was grand

All we had was each other and the strengthened bond God created

You were my dolove and I was your truelove and we would say "Lord remember me"

Well, I am remembering those moments all alone now but I shall not forget

I sing our happy song to uplift you in praise but I do not hear your voice in my ear

I sing this song to you but search for your smile, where has it gone

I want to be happy, for you are entering His kingdom but my selfishness disallows that feeling

My want and need and desire for your love creates a hesitancy to release you..I just can't

There's no sadness in a loved one entering those beautiful pearly gates, at least that's what they say

"Rejoice and be exceeding glad" well I am not ready to rejoice because I still remember your playground smile and our song..."dolove and truelove Lord remember me"...come back...PLEASE

I remember your lessons and will move forward through this life with you standing near me.

Please visit me often and touch my dreams.  Anoint me.  Please all I ask is to see you again

There has never been any pain in my life greater than this.  The blast to my soul has opened a wound 

unable to be closed by man made emotions or words

Lord I need you to guide me now.  I need you to guide my sister home...peacefully.  I call out to you.

Please my God, please, please , please, please, please...let her into the light from which we all derive  That glorifying and omnipotent light we all yearn to return to in peace.

My heart aches and I am crippled.  I have fallen and this pain is more than I can bear.  I no longer hear words other than my own muffled sounds and my face is now something different than the happiness she helped to create.

I rush from this place to you in hopes my God will not take you until my arrival.  I am frantic with the thought you may not wait for me.

My beautiful sister Erika, I love you!!!!!! I love you with every fiber and being and ounce of my soul.

You brought me up as a child and now I carry you on as a man.  

Let's sing again that happy playground song..dolove and truelove, Lord remember me........

Until we see each other again... I LOVE YOU ERIKA