Monday, January 23, 2012

Heartbroken

You took my breath and exchanged it for sorrow

             Your last glance was haunting and now plagues my every thought

                        The demise of your love has begun to curdle and spoil inside me

                              No longer do I relish the thought of your breath on my neck or              
                                   your hands along my flesh

                                           You have trapped me in a web of lies and torture from whence
                                              I can not escape

                                             My soul is banished from its point of origin as it is now in your
                                           possession

                                       Dazed and confused are the moments between sun up and sun
                                     down..those are precious moments lost

                               Where have I woke up this time?  The self inflicted abuse is only
                           visible because you won't see me.

                    Stumbling toward your memory is a walk that I can no longer bear; it's
                crippling me.

        Glorious echoes of pain flow through my body calling to you in seas of waves so
    loud they silence my cries

I dare not die and give you the satisfaction of my immediate departure...you must
    remember me as I am...as you have made me
       Your promise has been broken and your words are shattered...their meaningless to 
          the carcass I carry 

                Look upon the disaster and remember the day the promise was made and this 
                   day that it has been re-written

                         No longer will you mourn me since you have moved into a new life and 
                             have created a new promise

                                     All in me wants to wish you well but I can not for I still bear your 
                                         scar.  It is tattooed through the trinity within my.....mind, body 
                                             and soul 
                                                     As they say, this too shall pass but how many days 
                                                           before that departure presents itself?  I'm cold and 
                                                                 alone, just as I started....without you.

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